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Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Missing You


I miss his voice and the way he says “I love you, Baby ko!”.

I miss his embrace.

I miss his kiss and how it always felt like our first.

I miss the way he kiss me on my nose (aww).

I miss the way he holds my hand ever so tight.

I miss the way he looks into my eyes when we talk.

I miss the way he wipes my tears when I cry and says “Ohh? Baby.. tama na please..”

I miss our everyday dates.

I miss the way he says “Sorry na Baby..”

I miss our movie dates.

I miss the nights na magkatabi kami natutulog tapos pagkagising ko, wala na sya sa tabi ko kasi nagtatrabaho na sa likod pero kapag tinext ko na na gising na ko, nagtatakbo pa papunta sa kwarto tapos sasabihing, "Baby, tara na! kakain na tayo!"

I miss walking hand-in-hand with him, just strolling around.

I miss him doing the lip sync inside the car.

Miss ko na rin yung pagkain namin sa KFC na wala syang ginawa kundi bumili ng Mashed Potato kasi favorite ko yun.

Miss ko yung pagbitbit nya ng bag ko.

Namiss ko yung pagtakip nya sakin para di ako mainitan, yung pag alalay nya sakin pag tatawid sa daan. Yung pag akbay nya sakin pag naglalakad.

I miss the way he changes his voice everytime I answer the phone pretending he was somebody else. Kunwari sya si Daddy nya. "hello, anak?" Hahaha

I miss how he manages the make me feel so good whenever were together.

I miss the way he moves his lips and says “I love you” silently. Lalo na pag nakasakay na ko ng tricycle, or pag andyan yung mga relatives nya sa paligid.

Miss ko na yung pagbuhat nya sakin.. swear!

I miss the thought of being with him in the future.

Miss ko yung pag alam nyang galit ako dahil di sya kagad ngtext or nalowbat sya.. at tapos pagtinawagan ko, "Baby, sorry. Nalowbatt ako kasabay ng I love you, Asawa ko!"

miss kung paano sya naiinis din sakin pag di ako nagrereplyan at sasabihin nyang "San ka na Baby? ansaya naman ata dyan!"

Miss ko ung pag sama nya sakin sa supermarket, tapos ssbihin nya "Baby, ano gusto mo? Kahit ano kuha ka na dali!"

I miss our conversations and how we always end up having the same thought.

I miss his scent and how it lingers in my consciousness even if were not together anymore.

I miss our out-of-the-blue crazy trips.

Miss ko na yung pagdating ko sa kwarto nyang ubod ng gulo! Hahaha

I miss the feeling of excitement before each date. (SOBRAAAA!!! mis ko yan!)

I’ll miss the sight of him waiting for me dun sa may Chowking Crossing.

I miss his goodnights.

I miss the way he says “I miss you na baby ko!”

I miss calling him Halimaw! hahaha

I miss how he rubs his nose against mine and feeling that somehow everything will be fine.

I miss hugging him whenever he turns to me and says “Pa hug nga Baby!”

I miss worrying about him when he’s sick / and him vice versa

I miss the way he teases me pag hinahawakan nya bilbil ko. or minsan sasabihan ako ng "Pumapayat ang Baby ko ah!"

I miss the way he looks kapag galit talga sya.. at sasabihi nyang "Si Baby talaga walang diskarte sa buhay.." pero maya maya tatawa na. Hahaha

I miss the way he looks at me from afar and makes me feel like the prettiest girl in the world.

I miss his composed and relax self whenever we fight.

namiss ko yung pagkagat nya sa likod ko tapos yung pagsuntok ko sa kanya na kinagagalit nya. Hahaha

I miss how we always end up happy and laughing after every fight.

I miss how he manages to make me laugh in my crying moments. Pangit kasi nya umiyak kapag sinabayan ako sa pag-iyak. Hahaha

I miss the feeling of being happy knowing the he’s just there loving me.

<3

BEHIND ALL THESE, I JUST WANT TO SAY, I MISS YOU, BABY! ;)