I know I think too much, but I honestly believe I stumble upon things this way, or I don't even know...
I'm starting to wonder if I'm being taken for granted. I came to this thought because my boyfriend is always so fine about doing things without me-- not so much doing actual things, but staying in and not coming over and not wondering what I'm up to when he leaves. He says he trusts me and that's why, and then the other night he was like "How would you like it if I asked you where you go and why? Do you like it when I ask you that?" and no, I didn't, instantly I could tell.
But I feel like he should at least feel like he should come see me whenever he can instead of taking so much time away...
Then I get paranoid... and it leads to me thinking a million other things that I wont even get into because it could just be nothing. But this here is my main concern. I want to tell him the next time I see him that I think he's taking me for granted. I almost want to tell him he's lucky to have a girl he can trust and let him know of what some girls I know do behind their bf's backs. I really do wonder if he's taking me for granted... I guess I can't accept the fact that he's just so comfortable that he doesn't have such a need to always see me or hear from me.
I've stopped calling him all the time, and sometimes we don't talk on some days, so I figure that's giving him some space in the meantime, but afterwards it still feels like it's not enough...
I feel like he should hold onto me more and be more careful... not that I'd do anything, but that's how I'd know if I'm being taken for granted or not.
If anyone knows of other ways I could determine this before I talk to him about it (this weekend-- I don't like talking over the phone about anything potentially serious) then that would be good for me to think about.
