Never had this feeling for such a long time... being back to my old self again... waking up happy, less worries to think about and finally feeling my heart beating at its normal speed... its just like magic... There is no assurance that I will no longer feel the pain or the anxiety of missing someone so much, or longing for that one person's love.... But I can say that somehow I was able to learn to stand up again, be myself and love myself more...
I appreciate me for just being me... nothing more, nothing less...
I have me, my family and friends... is there anything to ask more? I already feel blessed knowing to have this life... knowing that I have a wonderful family who will love me for who I am.. I have supportive and loving friends who makes me feel loved and remembered despite the distance... Why would I dwell to be stuck in such a miserable life knowing that there is one person who doesn't even bother to care?
I deserve to be loved, to be taken care of... and most of all I deserve to be happy... not to be happy with someone else, but being happy with myself..
This time I know better what to do.... I will love myself first so I can have more love to share til that one person comes along... Thank you Lord for being so patient with me... Thank you for loving me unconditionally and for giving me this life... To you I return all the glory...
This time I know better what to do.... I will love myself first so I can have more love to share til that one person comes along... Thank you Lord for being so patient with me... Thank you for loving me unconditionally and for giving me this life... To you I return all the glory...
